Love The Way You Lie

Wo La La

Its been weeks I did not blog. Well, a lot shit happened recently...hmm, I guess I have to list out??NO I ain't gonna flaunt my problems out!!...okay maybe a little..=D

Yup I broke up. I didn't give up. I never thought of giving up. I never did. Things just didn't go the way I expected.Seriously, guys don't put the blame on her entirely,aight??. Things happened real fast for us..I was high of love and I took it to the air. I knew I was rushing things and I just...fuckin risk it!!

BUT NOW!!!!I'M BACK ON MY FEET PEOPLE!!!=D...THANKS TO BECK,TINEE,KENN,YESHUA,ARIEL,ALBERT PAN,JJ AND ZENNNN....YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!!!...xDxD...oh yeah,kenn....I hope you're alright okay??Don't cry because its over,smile because it happened..=)...I'm always for you bro!!ALWAYS!!!..=D

Don't worry too much aight?? I'm fine and thanks for being there for me...I seriously gonna cry...NO WAIT!! I ain't gonna cry...I'm gonna hug you guys...xDXD

Being Speechless and Paranoid

Am I too over protective??or just being an asshole??Or it could be I'm being paranoid

I'm always worried for you.I really really love you with all my heart!!

I'm scared of losing you!!I really do!!

Is It Not Enough??

I'M TRYING MY BEST TO BE PERFECT

BUT

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May I Have Your Order Please??

Today is my first day of work. Its been 4 months I rotted at home besides college and those stuff =\...I'm working as waiter though.The title says it all...=)..The last time I worked as waiter was in 2007..

Things seem to be a little different though.I mean working as waiter is way different than working as promoter.Although you have to serve people in these two field,yet I think waiter is much better than promoter.No offense but I prefer to carry heavy load of food,mop the floor and taking orders.Working as promoter is not really bad though.But the things is that you have to deal with clothes and all those shit.Its kinda sissy!!..LOL

Well,all the staff are friendly so far I can say even the boss himself...LOL...No worries I'm always good in blending...=)...Ivan says I gotta chill out a little...not too serious cuz I look like I'm gonna whack someone up with my serious-ness....Come on boss,I'm just being myself...== I seriously look like a retard when I smile for no reason ==...I guess I have to deal with that or else I won't work for long =\

Operation Homecoming

Few hrs ago,I came across a site and I saw this historical drama.Its already on air on HBO.Sadly,I couldn't watch it.I watched the trailer though.This miniseries was inspired by an essay written by Lt. Col. Michael Strobl .

This drama tells us about Lt.Col.Michael Strobl who initially volunteered to escort the body of a fallen Marine,PFC Chance Phelps from Dover Air Force Base to Philadelphia,Minneapolis,Billings,Riverton and finally Dubois. PFC Chance Phelps was killed in action on April 9,2004 which is Good Friday.Phelps's unit was conducting a convoy escort when they came under heavy fire from insurgents.Although, Phelps was heavy wounded, he refused to leave his position and instead provided cover for his unit to evacuate.He sustained his fatal wound to the head

Most of you people don't give a fuck about this but I do. Yes damn right I'm not American or a soldier.But these fallen soldiers had given their life to protect the country,to stay behind enemy lines so you people could have good night sleep everyday!!A soldier like PFC Chance Phelps who died on Holy Day will not be forgotten

BECAUSE

PFC Chance Phelps is not a soldier,He is United States Marine Corps

Blink Blink

Exam is imminent and I'm here in front of computer,online-ing and blogging. I supposed to be studying now but what the fuck I have to study??There is nothing to study.A friend of mine gave me a list of vocabs.Am I suppose to memorize every single vocab??Oh come on, give me a break!!I expect notes like sentences or maybe points for me to elaborate!!Not vocabs!!Jeesss ==

Its been a month I entered college.Met a lot of friends and met 'someone' special who entered my life =)..Well,we're currently having our study break.Its gonna be over soon though and our final exam is on Thursday.Hopefully everything will be fine...LOL

Honestly,college is not cool!!I really miss high school especially friends and all 5A1 Farkerz.I wonder how are you guys doing lately??Fine I guess??lolx...Despite all the 'freedom' I have in college, I still miss those time I spent in high school.Every second I have in high school was worth it.

College is really pain in my ass!!Yes college gave me freedom.But too much freedom makes me bored at home.Well,that pain-in-my-ass-boring shit is gonna be over soon!!I'm taking up job..hehehe...I'm out of cash and I'm desperately need of money now!!Like I said,college life is really not my style.Besides all the assignment and all that shit in college,I have to spend plenty amount of cash.I don't even know what I'm spending on.Still I have to blend in or else I won't make it out alive.Anyway, I hope I won't get into any trouble.I'm trying to avoid trouble..finger crossed =)