Wednesday, March 31, 2010

You Are Not Alone =)

Its been awhile I didn't really chat with Kenn...its nice to talk to him again yesterday +)...Hzzz,things didn't turn pretty well for him though...I guess we are on same boat,rite buddy??I'm really sorry to hear that...She will fuckin regret man!!...Its sad to see a friend got cheated by his girlfriend...I know there is nothing fair in this world...but come on!!HE IS NICE GUY!!!and not to mention,a good boyfriend too!!!I bet Kenn is way better than that wanker!!!Seriously,I thought 'A' was nice girl...but I was wrong!!Its ok man!!its not easy to walk out from someone...take your time..I got your back man!!You are not alone!!=)...What goes around comes around!!xD




Vic-2-Echo out

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

=)

Sometimes I just wish I could go to sleep and never wake up =).This doesn't exactly mean I wanna end my precious life.Don't worry people,I'm not that dumb =).Its just so comfortable,peaceful and I don't have to worry about anything.Its like another world...and I can actually do what I want there.Its like a perfect getaway from all the pressure and pain..be totally oblivion from everyone else.Isn't it nice??=)

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Tears From The Pain

The word 'Love' is a four letter word, spelled 'PAIN'.Love can be persistent IF you don't give up.Pain is just a weakness leaving our body.Sometimes we wondered why we have go through pain just to love someone??Well,love means letting yourself being deeply hurt by someone you loved.Pain is just part of the happiness =).We have to face it no matter what.But sometimes,the pain is just too much and we can't help it.That happens when you know you can't be with that person.It hurts so much!!Some people just pretend its okay,they smiled all the way but deep inside......they are dying.It takes only 60 seconds to get a crush on someone,an hour to appreciate someone and 24 hrs to love someone but it takes a fuckin lifetime to walk out from someone and sometimes we just can't get over with that person.It will stuck in our fuckin mind forever.That is even painful.We might even cry every night before we sleep.Its even worse when that person you love treat you as their best friends.We can't run away from pain.We have to face it.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Anger,Hatred and Pain

I'm not really sure whether I'm doing the right thing.I know clearly I'm taking the risk.I'm telling myself that I should let this friendship go,I should forget about you.But there is something holding me back real hard!!Friends adviced me to let it go and some even said I should forgive you.I know everyone deserves a second chance but the pain is just too REAL.I'm trying to get my mind right now.You were right about one thing.I don't know shit about love.Anger and hatred clouded my mind.I felt that I'm the one who caused all these problems in your life.I wasn't there for you when you needed me.But I never regret when we were in relationship.I love you more than anyone else.I won't let our relationship slip away if it wasn't my dad.I'm sorry I broke your fragile heart.The reason I'm asking you to let this friendship go is because I felt DIGUSTED for the things I done to you.I'm sorry.It's not your fault