Mad World

Who am I???Do I really exist???Why God brought me here??These are the questions I'm asking myself.I wonder whether you people ever ask yourself these questions.I was brought to this world since 1992.I seen alot of things happened.Good or bad I seen it all and not to mention,people with different background,attitude,race or even religion.

There is 6,814,200,000 people in this fuckin world.The population is still growing everyday.China and India was listed with the largest population compare to other country.I wonder how these people survive?

We,human are not the smartest species on earth.Rat stays on rank 1,dolphins falls on 2nd rank and the 3rd is human.But we seem smarter than them.WHY??We are not!!We are unique in a way.We are God's creation,same goes to these two smart animals.God made us His image.There is alot of facts running through my mind.We are so unique till we became cold.

Cold as in how?People may ask.Well,I'm talking about killing.Human had been killing each other since centuries.Armed or unarmed,we are able to kill each other.Human are no longer surprise by the term 'killing'.Violence is starting to blend into our daily routine because human are the one who started it.Why are we killing each other??Why it never stop??

There is good people in this world and for sure there is evil too.If you dare to tell me there is only GOOD people in this world,you better be ready to kiss my fist because I'm not good as you thought I would be.IF there is only good people in this world,there won't be crime or even war.We won't be turning on each other.Sometimes I wonder what if there is species above us in the food chain and they lost total respect for us??Are they gonna start killing us wholesale?Or they gonna just blend into our society??

Sometimes I really asked myself what if I'm Eric Harris or maybe Seng Hui Cho??How is it like to kill someone with your own hand??How does it feels to get your both hands dirty??OK!!Seriously,I'm losing my mind slowly.I don't want to be copped out as a psycho.The truth is,all these are just a facts that I pictured before and dreamed about it.Some are nightmares but I'm not afraid of all these because the word 'fear' never blend in me.I'm not saying I'm a hero or what.I'm still mortal like everyone else.I just want let everyone know that we living in a mad world.A world filled with violence and chaos.

p.s-All these are just my thoughts.I'm not gonna kill someone or hurt anybody.=)