Feb 14

Vic says:tinee tunjuk jalan??

Tinee says:I can show you but its up to you whether you wanna walk

But the problem is.......

He had multiple wounds in his heart.Its painful but he pretend its ok.Now the wounds had turned into scars.Scars that reminds him of everything including Her!He is in bad shape but he knows nothing can stop him and he don't want to let people know about it.So he decided to put a mask on and walk away slowly.In these past few months,he was in serious pain.He couldn't sleep without tears rolling down from his eyes.A flash of pictures that reminds him of Her.He feels digusted and depressed.

He asks himself every night,'If she is not the one,why her pictures kept popping up from his mind?'

He is tired,depressed and damn right he is in pain.HE WAS STABBED MULTIPLE TIMES!!She killed him with words NOT weapons!!

He don't wanna run away but he can't take it.Its just too...painful for him to walk

Revo!!

The picture says it all!!=)

Broken??

I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away

I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away

Because I'm broken when I'm open

And I don't feel like I am strong enough

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again

I wanna hold you high,you steal my pain away

There is so much left to learn and no one left to fight

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm open

And I don't feel like I'm strong enough

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Cause I'm broken when I'm open

And I don't feel like I'm strong enough

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Sunshine

HELLO WORLD!!!Its 7.22 am!Yes I woke up early today for football..lol.Damn I'm so sleepy man.I wonder how many people will show up??Who gives a fuck?Just play the game yo!!

Well,I had a great time with Kenn yesterday at his place.He is teaching me guitar and YES!I'm learning guitar.I'm still working on the chords and everything.So far I know how to play G chords,the normal G LOL.I'm starting to feel the pain on my fingers which normal for novice like me.I will try get used to everything and hopefully I,Kenn and Tinee get to jam together and we gonna rock the house yo!!..LOL.Thanks Kenn,for all the lesson.Dinner is on me!!..ONLY YOU!!..xD

Anyway,I would like to wish Kenn and Barney good luck and all the best for Junior War 2 which is today and all the best for those who joined the battle.Please come back in one piece!!LOL

Status Report:

Mood-Moderate

Vic-2-Echo,out

Mad World

Who am I???Do I really exist???Why God brought me here??These are the questions I'm asking myself.I wonder whether you people ever ask yourself these questions.I was brought to this world since 1992.I seen alot of things happened.Good or bad I seen it all and not to mention,people with different background,attitude,race or even religion.

There is 6,814,200,000 people in this fuckin world.The population is still growing everyday.China and India was listed with the largest population compare to other country.I wonder how these people survive?

We,human are not the smartest species on earth.Rat stays on rank 1,dolphins falls on 2nd rank and the 3rd is human.But we seem smarter than them.WHY??We are not!!We are unique in a way.We are God's creation,same goes to these two smart animals.God made us His image.There is alot of facts running through my mind.We are so unique till we became cold.

Cold as in how?People may ask.Well,I'm talking about killing.Human had been killing each other since centuries.Armed or unarmed,we are able to kill each other.Human are no longer surprise by the term 'killing'.Violence is starting to blend into our daily routine because human are the one who started it.Why are we killing each other??Why it never stop??

There is good people in this world and for sure there is evil too.If you dare to tell me there is only GOOD people in this world,you better be ready to kiss my fist because I'm not good as you thought I would be.IF there is only good people in this world,there won't be crime or even war.We won't be turning on each other.Sometimes I wonder what if there is species above us in the food chain and they lost total respect for us??Are they gonna start killing us wholesale?Or they gonna just blend into our society??

Sometimes I really asked myself what if I'm Eric Harris or maybe Seng Hui Cho??How is it like to kill someone with your own hand??How does it feels to get your both hands dirty??OK!!Seriously,I'm losing my mind slowly.I don't want to be copped out as a psycho.The truth is,all these are just a facts that I pictured before and dreamed about it.Some are nightmares but I'm not afraid of all these because the word 'fear' never blend in me.I'm not saying I'm a hero or what.I'm still mortal like everyone else.I just want let everyone know that we living in a mad world.A world filled with violence and chaos.

p.s-All these are just my thoughts.I'm not gonna kill someone or hurt anybody.=)

April 11

Time flies,right people??=)....We are getting older and things started to change.Damn!!I never thought of that.I still remember when I was still a kid...young,naive and hell yeah troublemaker..=).That's the thing that I keep flashing back.April 11,the day I was born and brought to this world and today is my birthday...=D

Well,I went out with Albert yesterday to PC Fair at Pisa and YEAH!!I have to fetch that asshole!!..=D.DAMN!!that place was packed with people.I nearly suffocate because I'm breathing carbon dioxide and NOT oxygen.I really hate people stop and stare at the middle,blocking the way and I bet they are staring at the chicks...==.Everything was fuckin cheap.Too bad I didn't bring enough cash or else I will sapu everything.

After that,we hit the road and went down to gurney for movie.We watched Clash of the Titans and it was AWESOME.You get to see the 12 Olympians.I mean not all twelve and yeah,you get to see how Perseus killed Medusa.Just go watch la!!I ain't gonna explain eveything..=D.After the movie,me and Albert split up and I meet up with my sister and her boyfriend.We went Seoul Garden for dinner.Her boyfriend belanja..xDxD..after dinner,went to friend's place and I had few drinks.I drank 2 and a half bottle of Heineken.I don't wanna drink much because I'm driving alone and I don't wanna get caught.

Well,I don't know what I'm gonna do later.Probably just sit at home.I don't really celebrate my birthday.Anyway,thanks Tinee,Eugene,Barney,Samantha and Sheryl for wishing and another BIG THANKS TO EUGENE for that jersey man.I love it although its XL...dude,I'm not as big as you..=D..thanks alot!!..xD

Vic-2-Echo out

I Hate Everything About You

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything all about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Well,its a song from Three Days Grace.It reminds me alot of things especially Kenn's condition and yeahh...mine too.YES!!I'm avoiding her.I'm doing this because its painful everytime I talked to her.I really wish I had amnesia right now!!